infinity and beyond

 

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Hi there! :) where have you been all this time? hihi. anyway.. I have been searching (or should I say WAITING) for you for a very long time already. I can honestly say I'm already being IMPATIENT. it's just that.. I just want to meet you already. is that so bad? It's every girl's dream. okay enough. P.S: I've been  praying for you for months

Yes, I know, you may not be the most handsome person with a perfect body.. *am not too, so who am I too ask too much* but I'm sure there's something special about you that would be enough to convince myself to want to stay with you for the rest of my life *I'm exaggerating when I said rest of my life*

I am hoping you'll be very patient with me, I have this bipolar attitude that would really drive you crazy. one moment I could be very nice and the next, I can just be very mean. I do things that can make small fights and my temper isn't that long. I am sorry in advance but I'll try to fix that for you, I'll try but I won't promise :) I may not text you mine.. but I would be happy if you could just tell me every detail about what happened during your day, I would appreciate it very much. I have TRUST issues you know. :) I am demanding too much right now. So I guess now you know, I am very demanding. I understand you have your own friends, I won't ask you to be with me all the time. I'm not so CHEESY but I would really appreciate your cheesiness *kilig kaya yun* .. I can't be serious all the time, AIN'T ME :)) so please, don't ask me to go out to a very formal date.. no!no! that makes me so conscious.

Unlike other girls, I may not be too much affectionate and tell you I love you every minute of every day because that's not the way I understand love but I swear I'll make sure you'll feel it. you see, I have my own way of showing you how much I love you..  I may sound selfish, but hey! I can learn :)

lastly, try to do this, PLEASE??

---- Please never get tired of me. please please please. many had gave up on me already, and I don't want that to happen again... I wish you would NEVER. that's all I'm asking. :(

Cherry on top of the ice cream : Am I asking too much if I would say when I finally meet you, I wish you would be the last man in my life and be the one who'll wait for me in front of the altar? the one who'll grow old with me? Is that too much pressure?