"All the days ordained for me
were written in Your book
before one of them came to be."
(Psalm 139:16b, NIV)
were written in Your book
before one of them came to be."
(Psalm 139:16b, NIV)
5 minutes ago.. I was staring at the clock and wishing that it would stop right there at that very moment. I was so scared. really scared. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just scared of getting older. Scared of .....
1st emotional birthday ever. The weird thing is.. when the clock strikes 12.. I just felt sad and then I cried. and cried harder when I received calls,text messages,tweets and timeline posts from my dearest friends. I couldn't help but cry. I'm in a roller coaster of emotions here.
but before anything else.. THANK YOU LORD for giving me another year. I feel so blessed and I'm very grateful for everything. thank you for the blessings! thank you for the wonderful FAMILY and friends. thank you for the 19 years and hoping for more years to come. thank you! thank you! words cannot express how thankful I am for everything.. for my LIFE. and I'm sorry If i ever doubted you.
HONESTLY, Right now I'm going through a lot of things and I can't afford to be completely happy, I AM SORRY. I know I should be.. but I just can't. It's not that I'm not happy at all.. I am.. knowing that I am surrounded by the people who loves me.. I am happy. I know you guys can't understand me right now. its just that Things are just becoming more and more complicated and I can feel the pressure already. but I know GOD has plans for me. He gave me these trials for me to surpass.. for me to learn.. because he knows I CAN DO THIS. and again I THANK HIM. I know everything happens for a reason. Dear Lord.. I KNOW YOU WOULD NEVER ABANDON ME. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE.
I JUST NEED MORE STRENGTH TO CARRY ON. I know I can. :'(
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISSA :)) iloveyousomuch.
THANK YOU DEAR FRIENDS :') YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR GREETING MEANS TO ME :') REALLY. I THANK YOU :')
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound
----wanderlust, VanessaJTL
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