Just a feeling

YOU CAN DO NICE THINGS FOR PEOPLE ALL THE TIME AND THEY NEVER NOTICE. BUT ONCE YOU MAKE MISTAKE, IT'S NEVER FORGOTTEN

(TYPING words. sharing what you feel. COLD RAINY EVENING.. and so here it goes)

It's easy to Forgive but it's NEVER easy to forget.  It's when you try so hard to forget the bad things but you just can't. It's when you say things are already fixed and that you've already gave forgiveness but can't move on from it. It's when you can't help but going back and and and you don't know what to do.

Sometimes It feels like you are not being fair to the person who did you wrong. It's because every time things go wrong you keep hitting him back with what he did before. It's when you make big issues out of small things. Even explanations won't work. It's when explanations are worthless and meaningless because whatever you hear, still.. you would only believe with what you feel. and whether you like it or not your emotions would decide for you. Isn't that wrong?

You know what? it feels sad. it's like you can't achieve true happiness. You might be happy together but somewhere inside.. it's still there. the pain still stays. and every time you remember the "bad thing" .. it still hurts.. the pain is exactly the same just like before. and you just can't move forward. You can't help shedding a tear.

It's when you wish you can't remember things anymore. It's when you wish you never knew the story. It's when you wish things were the way they were before. BUT IT'S NOT THAT WAY. I guess it may have left permanent scars.

T.T all I'm praying for is to have a PEACE OF MIND